Mugging

I've lost the kind of motivation I used to have during my secondary school days.
Ever since I stepped into poly life.
Damn.

Now I know.

MXRF oh MXRF.

Hmmm...

Unworthy post

Liar liar, pants on fire.

I am so disappointed in you.

Because you lied.

Argh.

I've got work piled up to my head
All I want to do is jump into bed
And wash away my troubles with lemonade

Work to be done.

Note to self:
To be completed and done by this weekend.

1) FI technical report
2) Update FI Logbook
3) FPQA summarising and PowerPoint slides
4) Psychology Quiz 4 &5 (online)
5) NLS group report
6) Study for FI tutorial quiz and CSAS Language test

*Pulls hair out. Damn STRESS okay.
I am in deep shit. I know I am.


P.S : I really really wanna try making macarons again leh. But, how to??

Above all

Like a rose, trampled on the ground, you took the fall and thought of me above all...

My macarons failed thrice.

Yes,

I attempted making french macarons. Thrice. And guess what? All three times failed!

Shoot.

Damn disappointed. And, argh. What a waste of ingredients too.

1st attempt(worst of all): I added water to the batter by mistake. Because I went to dilute the colouring and add it the mixture. Forgetting that water is not supposed to be added. The macaron shells turned out really bad. It was flat, slightly burnt, glued to the baking paper and very fragile.

2nd attempt: Macaron shells not burnt. Has slightly more volume. However, it is still very fragile and it sticks to the baking paper. I couldn't remove the shells without breaking it.

3rd attempt: Googled to find out more about macarons- making faults. And guess what? I found out that it is best to use aged egg whites. In other words, one should leave the egg whites overnight before using it. Eeew. It spells F-O-O-D P-O-I-S-O-N-I-N-G to me. So I went on to find an alternative method which is to microwave the egg whites before whisking it. Yupp, and I did just that. The result? Still almost that same! Except it is much easier to remove the macaron shells from the baking paper. Ah!! Damn frustrating!

Anyways, here are some pictures from my 3rd attempt:

Letting the macaron batter set and dry before popping them into the oven.

I think they looked better before they were baked.

The end result.

Super duper fragile macaron shells which cracked like crazy, despite me using minimal force when I removed them from the baking paper.
And there is no 'feet' formed.

Googled and found out that I might have over beaten or over mixed the batter.

Terrible-looking. But they taste okay actually.

The texture is almost right. Crispy on the outside and chewy in the inside (middle).

P.S: Shall try making it again when I feel like it. However, with a different variation of ingredients this time. And it would be my 4th attempt. I pray for success!

Mad over Macarons

I am so going to make these!!!

Ladybird's 18th Birthday

Feeling defensive or shy??


Finally 18!



'Cake Fight'
She promised to help birthday girl 'block' the cake. LOL!


Bling Blings without Erica.


Chop, whack, punch, box, whatever... the birthday girl!!

Retarded us.

Retarded us again.

Bling Blings' "favourite" game.

More unglam photos...

That's ZS

Our dear Jamie. (Soon Kueh Sao)

Our genius Lyn

Our dear Wanning aka Green Monster aka ZH's girl?

That's me and Wei Yen (Long Sao)
Oops... my fat tummy is slightly exposed.

P.S: We are 'happy crazy' people! :D

Some boring updates.

1) MSN is still giving me problems. I tried to un-install and re-install it, but to no avail. I give up.

2) I still cannot wake up on time, EVERYDAY. (Thinking of asking Agnes not to meet me anymore because I am feeling damn guilty about her waiting for me everyday.)

3) Screwed up today's FI quiz. (Hopefully, I don't screw up next week's ApFS quiz.) Sigh.

4) Perhaps I have gained some weight. (Haven't been exercising lately... too lazy.)

5) I think I have become a little less chatty and more dreamy and blur.

6) Still smittened over you.

7) Still thinking of you.

8) Still losing sleep over you.

9) Still confused about this.

10) Am still praying about it. (I'm sorry God, please forgive me and help me get out of this 'maze'. This is really beyond my control.)


*Shoot. I can feel myself becoming emo soon. This is not good.

Let tomorrow worry about itself

不管夜多黑 不管天會亮 不去想明天

For you.

An impossible dream.

But I hope Someday

I would be able to change your mindset

And get you saved.


Its saddening to read what you wrote.

Yesterday was a HAPPY day.

Highlights for yesterday:

1. All 10 of us wore the new clique tee together for the first time. :D
2. Trip to NEWater Visitor Centre after CSAS tutorial.
3. We had FUN.


8 Bling Blings. without Gracia and Wanning.
Taken during CSAS tutorial break.



So many elephants and 'arses'! Haha.



Girl on the left (Jamie): 170cm
Girl on the right (Me): 150cm
The irony?
She's my 'daughter'. (Play play one)



My bodyguards.
Totally towering over me.



4 Generations.
Yan Fang: Ancestor
Me: 'Grandma'
Jamie: Mother
Erica: Granddaughter



Almost the whole class.


A8A3, TA03, PA03.
We are a class.


NEWater!

I really like this photo! BFF :D

Bling Blings

A spectrum of colours and shoes.

Stunning shot!!

Untitled.

A thousand times for you.
Don't know how it happened.
I dreamt about it.
But I don't know much.
And I am confused about how as well.

Not your average Pantene ad.

Are you inspired?

Pretendence

就算是不對 就算是沉倫 錯誤也是美

Hmmm...

Overloaded

Assignments and projects are piling up everyday.
My gosh.
I can't decide which one to start first.

Anger Management

Had a 'big' quarrel earlier with my mother over a small, insignificant matter.
I described it as 'big' because we were practically shouting at each other.
And she was cursing like nobody's business.
Seriously, I don't understand why was she so worked up?
Fact is, I am riddled with guilt.
Because I was the one who started it.
I think the two of us need to have better anger management.
Really, like mother, like daughter.
And for the record, I didn't curse.
Anyways, everything is okay now.
Thank you God for answering my prayer almost instantly.

I still love her no matter what.

Pissed with MSN

ARGH!
MSN is giving me problems.
It hangs whenever I try signing in.
I haven't been able to sign in since last night.
WTF.

So is it MSN or my lap top's fault??

This is so irritating.

Like, I know its random.

A cousin I grew up with.

When we were younger (during primary school days), we often gang up together and bully my poor brother. I don't know why, but the two of us were always against him. I was a horrible sister back then... Haha! And I still remember one of the many stupid, funny games we played.

Back then, we used to play slingshot. Do you have any idea how we played it?? We drew a huge picture of my brother, naked! Then, we marked points on different parts of his body. (If I didn't remember wrongly, his private part was the 'bull's eye'. LOL!) So after that, we brought the picture downstairs, pasted it on the wall and started aiming and shooting at it. Btw, my brother joined in the game too. (Wonder what was he thinking at that time.)

Yes, I miss the good old days... Too bad, we are all grown up now. No more childish games. Hmmm...

10 things I miss doing during my holidays

Anyhow, school has started for about 2 weeks and I felt kind of worn out already. WTF.

In random order.

1. Waking up at 12pm or later.
2. Watching videos on youtube.
3. Watching the past seasons of Desperate Housewives.
4. Nap
5. Going to the gym.
6. Packing and cleaning my room.
7. Daydreaming
8. Reading Ju.S's blog archives, again and again and again.
9. Going out with my besties. (HaiFamily and Bling Blings)
10. Listening to my favourite soundtracks again and again.

But I am still going strong for school and life.

P.S: Shall post pictures of my Shanghai trip when I feel like it.

Ok bye, I need to complete my report.